i have this reoccurring dream.
i am anxious and something goes wrong.
the outfit, the hair and sometimes both.
time doesn't seem to pass and i watch the clock constantly.
the moment i have been waiting for finally arrives.
i see him for the first time in two years.
i tell him i've dreamt of this moment for two years.
he tells me it's not a dream.
we talk like we never parted.
i wake up.
i have this dream, and it always ends up the same.
at least for 27 more days.
than it will be my reality.