let the dating begin.
tonight will be my first date since the break-up.
it's a blind one. this make three in my life time. all within a year.
i'm real nervous.
i'd prefer the fifteenth date.
you know where everything is comfortable?
i'm scared to open up.
i may have cried a little bit this morning.
i worry it's too soon.
or in reality i'm not ready for this.
but i won't really know until i date right?
i frantically shopped yesterday looking for something to wear.
when i have dates i shop.
than i don't stress about what i'll wear twenty minutes before he comes.
it's been a habit since i was 16.
i have no idea what the happenings of this date are.
just to be ready at 7 o'clock.
here goes nothing.
oh did i mention,
he's 30 freaking years old.